I am surprised that you shared your personal love-life in class. I know, I can feel the pain you are having right now. I know 9 month is long, giving up is better choice rather then dragging for years, isn't it?
Many people,friends and even teachers, including strangers, warned me to leave him saying that he doesn't worth my love for him. He is bad, but I rejected. Every decision has a price to pay and now, I'm paying it. I, thanks for all your care and concern. I really appreciate it . There's still nice people around.
Someone whom I used to loved betrayed me, say lies with all sorts of funny reasons. I can explain, but it's too late. This friend of mine, killed me instantly infont of him. Thanks for killing me, I really don't know how to accept you as a friend anymore. After this incident, I am foolish enough to accept those funny reasons/excuses and continue for months and years. Even I knew that he is lying, what else can I do? Until the day, he officially made his final decision, that's to move on with other girl. My heart shattered into pieces. Last year, he tell me he decided to come back. I believed him and was overjoyed with tears. I am willing to give him a second chance. But in the end, he left me with his group of 'GOOD' friends again. From all of the above, you can see that my heart is controlling me, not my piggu brain!
Don't follow my foot steps, I don't feel good at all. Until now? YES.
Anyway he moved on. YES, don't worry about me. I will be fine.. I need many years to recover from this saded journey!
Everybody in life will meet 4 kind of people. Firstly, yourself. Secondly, a person you loved. Thirdly, A person who love you. Lastly, a person who you love, loves you and willing to spend their whole lifetime with you.
不管男人还是女人，爱情都是要勇气与付出。只有心中有爱的才能去爱人与被爱。要知道世界上可悲的不是付出爱却没有回报，而是已经不懂得如何去爱，不再具备爱人的能力。
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